2009 a New Year a new me?

• So a ton has changed yet again.
• SP and I broke up, or more precisely just ceased to co-exist.
• lost 34 lbs in 2008
• lost my job in a layoff 3 weeks before Christmas
• my daughter has completed her first semester of college
• I don't know what makes me happy
• I don't have the fire and drive I used to
• I'm angry and hurt but not sure at what.

SO goals for the new year?

• get rid of the anger and pain
• find the fire again
• set some goals for motivation
• get happy
• find the right relationship within myself so I can find the external one I so desperately want
• loss another 30 lbs.
• get my second degree blackbelt
• do my first triatholon.